I have so many things to do today but I only wan to lay in bed and sleep and wait for you to come home so I can sleep next to you.
I want to remember everything. Every piece of you. Because I know it won’t always be here in front of me.
Talking in your sleep
Run my fingers through your hair
And my heart breaks more
Mike’s been working 18 hour days so he’s sleeping when I get home and gone long before I’m up. But I still get so excited to go wrap my arms around him at night. I can’t even articulate my feelings for him honestly.
Also, in case this is confusing…yes, I’m moving out into my own place. Yes, we’re still seeing each other. No, I have no idea what the future holds for us. :-) But whatever it is; it’ll all be good.
- age 11: worry about internet people finding me in real life
- now: worry about people in real life finding me on the internet
"Somebody like you can really make things all right for me." (Requiem for a Dream, 2000)